Checkpoint

Checkpoint


He sat down to think,
thinking of his thoughts and deeds,
but he could not write it down
for they were confused and jumbled all the same.

He know not where to begin
much less to know where to end
but he does know that it did not start
so it will not be resolved.

A point of time,
where he reached crossroads,
he needs a sign to indicate the directions
to go where he wants to.

All he can do now is to stop.

He has to stop to consider his path,
not knowing where it will lead him
or where he wants to go
but he will struggle on.

Struggling on to nowhere,
a place promised to him sometime back
he brings his battered and bruised body
to bear more backlashes in time.

Is this the place where his journey ends
or just a sign of a new beginning?
A checkpoint in his endless journey
or the end of his final trek?

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Wrote this because i can't seem to write down my thoughts here. Looks like i really need to talk to someone soon. I think it's time for me to go back to being a recluse.